So much that I want to say but I can’t. My little head is just buzzing with too may thoughts again!! I defo need to to sort them out and chuck a few of them on to the crap pile. The trouble is I think about things too deeply. If someone says something to me I almost cut it up into small pieces to try a figure out if there is some hidden message in there that I’m missing. I guess it comes from wanting to please people all the time. But why do I do it? I just end up feeling tattered with myself and almost as if I have done something wrong. I don’t think that I’m a bad person and I know that I have loads of very blonde moments (far more than I should) but that’s what makes me me.
I have to try and sort a Summer holiday out in the very near future and this is proving to be a nightmare as we can’t agree on where to go lol. Great start!!
Anyway I guess I should head off to bed as its now 23:45 and I told my bezzy that i wouldn’t stay up too late, sorry.
