Done loads of present wrapping :-) I’m actually feeling organised for a change. LOL I’ve probably forgotten loads of people
Julie Jones Diary
Nov 26
Nov 24
Christmas shopping
Yay!! Just about finished all my shopping and it’s only November :-)
Nov 22
Busy night
Been painting the bathroom and toilet tonight, such a celebrity life!!
But as I was doing this it gave me time to think about things. I could hear my kids shouting at each other about who was going to watch waht on the TV!! and I was thinking about a recent decision I made and now I’m thinking, “big mistake, huge”.
I don’t know how I manage to cause such problems for myself. I think I am technically a good person so why do I feel like I fail all the time?
Nov 21
“ I like horse shit in the country but I don’t like it in my living room!
— Shaun Ryder on Alison Hammond, I’m a celebrity get me out of here
Start over
Think I’m gonna start putting some things down on here again. Starting to feel very lost and when I get like this I seem to make a lot of wrong moves.
What a f#ck up!!
I refer back to my last post
Jan 31
So much that I want to say but I can’t. My little head is just buzzing with too may thoughts again!! I defo need to to sort them out and chuck a few of them on to the crap pile. The trouble is I think about things too deeply. If someone says something to me I almost cut it up into small pieces to try a figure out if there is some hidden message in there that I’m missing. I guess it comes from wanting to please people all the time. But why do I do it? I just end up feeling tattered with myself and almost as if I have done something wrong. I don’t think that I’m a bad person and I know that I have loads of very blonde moments (far more than I should) but that’s what makes me me.
I have to try and sort a Summer holiday out in the very near future and this is proving to be a nightmare as we can’t agree on where to go lol. Great start!!
Anyway I guess I should head off to bed as its now 23:45 and I told my bezzy that i wouldn’t stay up too late, sorry.
Jan 20
So long!
It’s been a long time since I last posted on here. I don’t really know what to say lol.
Got a lot on at the moment, ongoing things with nana, bless her, work, kids things and bloody violin practise. LOL thought it really funny that the violin teacher has asked me to practice with my daughter, but unfortunately my musical talents stop at the recorder!! Haven’t got a clue about the violin!!! But I have tried to learn and I think I have managed to make it through this weeks homework.
Nov 19
?????????
Not sure why but everything seems to be going wrong at the moment. Wish I could just go away for a few days and get out of everyones way.
